Saturday, May 15, 2021

Me, The Film Buff

I'd like to watch all six of Eric Rohmer's movies that explore the "other woman" trope. It's funny: when Jackson mentioned Claire's Knee I imagined something entirely different. At first, I even felt a touch of possessiveness within me, though I knew ultimately that I'm invested in freedom for those that I love, even strangers. And plus, this was just the subject of a movie... 

I cancelled all of my plans and spent the day stretched out, not bored of myself. I didn't do most of the things I said I'd do last week. I feel a sense of relief washing over me now. 

The girls are gossiping about trauma. I don't want to be on Girl Island anymore, comparing armpit hair. I want to shave everything and go swimming. 

I recommend watching Toni Erdmann because of the emotional journey it took me on. It was a gentle ride at the amusement park.

My college boyfriend made the best music, but that doesn't matter anymore. 

I want to make a movie now.

Dear Diary

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