Sunday, July 19, 2020

Tape Recorder

It is easier to contort my body in the morning. 

I’ve been doing yoga six days a week and some days I am considerably happier than I felt last month. 

PAWS has been ignoring my calls, and never calling back. Joey says I should text them a picture of myselfthe implication being that I could show them what they’re missing. 

I try to get myself to laugh a lot throughout the day. 

It’s hard to laugh a lot if you’re alone. Is there a saying about comedy needing at least two people? 

I want to get a tape recorder—and not because a character in the book I’m reading just got one, I’ve wanted one for a long time. 

Last night, after thinking about buying a tape recorder, I remembered a time Sara and I spoke into one over a taco dinner, about a year ago. 

I wondered if Jackson will ever hear what I said into the tape recorder that night. I wondered how his feelings for me would change after listening to my words. 

I can’t remember what I said.

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